Well, here I am for my third day of writing. Good good.
In Japanese, we have an expression of "just launched but got bored quickly and dump it" attitude as "three days' skin head". I have no idea why is skin head be focused like this, but the point is "three days", I guess. The period is the first obstacle for those who can not have enough patience. Especially, if you attempt something a bit ambicious i.e. go to gym everyday, or be nice to someone who is not nice to you....it is always easy to set the objective, but easier to forget about it.
Anyway, three days have passed, and I still see spark inside me. Generally I like expressing myself by writing, drawing, dancing...do not very care if audience will understand my unlimited thirst of self-exploration, as I do not try to get attention. Even if there is nobody, I will do so anyway.
Why? Maybe Kapoeta is too quiet to be passive. I just have to make myself moving on to make sure if I am alive and OK. It is just sign of survival... in a bit better way, sign of happy survival. My friends often worry about me if I get bord of being in the middle of nowhere. Surprisingly, I do not find the place boring at all, even compared with Tokyo or London. I am a city born girl, but as most of you probably agree with me, but I am not really flashy city girl type. I do love being in the quiet place as well as I do love whooping parties, I like camping but I do not forget shopping. If I only stay in clearn quiet environment, I will be bleached too much and in need of urban toxin, combination of clean air and evil noise will provide me good balance.
Let me stop around here today and go for dinner, I normally go for it bit late, but I was informed that today's menu is chicken, so I have to be there earlier to get my allocation without fail ;) I will have more time to talk about my life later.
In Japanese, we have an expression of "just launched but got bored quickly and dump it" attitude as "three days' skin head". I have no idea why is skin head be focused like this, but the point is "three days", I guess. The period is the first obstacle for those who can not have enough patience. Especially, if you attempt something a bit ambicious i.e. go to gym everyday, or be nice to someone who is not nice to you....it is always easy to set the objective, but easier to forget about it.
Anyway, three days have passed, and I still see spark inside me. Generally I like expressing myself by writing, drawing, dancing...do not very care if audience will understand my unlimited thirst of self-exploration, as I do not try to get attention. Even if there is nobody, I will do so anyway.
Why? Maybe Kapoeta is too quiet to be passive. I just have to make myself moving on to make sure if I am alive and OK. It is just sign of survival... in a bit better way, sign of happy survival. My friends often worry about me if I get bord of being in the middle of nowhere. Surprisingly, I do not find the place boring at all, even compared with Tokyo or London. I am a city born girl, but as most of you probably agree with me, but I am not really flashy city girl type. I do love being in the quiet place as well as I do love whooping parties, I like camping but I do not forget shopping. If I only stay in clearn quiet environment, I will be bleached too much and in need of urban toxin, combination of clean air and evil noise will provide me good balance.
Let me stop around here today and go for dinner, I normally go for it bit late, but I was informed that today's menu is chicken, so I have to be there earlier to get my allocation without fail ;) I will have more time to talk about my life later.
1 件のコメント:
hi this is penelope asako!
In this case, Bozu does not mean skin head but it's monks! There seems to be many reason but nothing is sure yet, maybe you could start seeking the truth by using this precious freedom you have... it's getting so hard for city people to hide him/herself in the middle of nowhere y'know?
like I'm having too much of my other alias and it took me ages to remember and reset my google account so that makes me lost my comment (supposed to be posted here!) shiiiiiit! maji de ima comment lost shita chotto gakkari.
anyway, I'm very much happy to come here first!
ciao!
from your soul sister penelope asako (I can't remember why I named myself as marie lou....)
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